Musical and bites

The musical was successful!
We had fun, people liked it so all was well....
except during that time, I ate too much.
The bad news is after being pumped up for chin ups by my dad and my personal trainer, Kobe ran out of the house, I tried to catch him(which i did) but he bit my right thumb and so now I can't do chin ups...for 2 weeks.....

well.....its going to take a while to recover, I can't draw well with the thumb, play games well with the thumb....boring....

Chuckie

Tired..............irritated..........confused.......

Well, the musical's about to start, nervous about it....
I've been doing squats, chin ups, push ups and jumping on the spot while waiting. (well, alot of people were bugged at 1st but they don't mind now)
I really want to pass napfa, but my bro and now my dad thinks I'm not determined enough. I guess I can't blame them since it is my 3rd time failing Napfa in a row each week.But I can't help but have this feeling of I'm useless, maybe I should stop. I can take comfort in the fact that many people think I can make it, at church, at the musical crew and cast, my schoolmates (both old and new). But I still feel terrible when both of them said I still don't have enough determination.
This kinds of realise I'm the type of guy who loses hope easily. I can use logical arguements and stuff but find it difficult to brave against physical and mental problems. I find I lack alot of courage dispite being Charles meaning "the brave man". I wish I had alot of traits heros have, but I don't.
(maybe thats why I like to watch shows where the hero saves the day?)
With only slightly above average intelligence, no street smarts, poor ability to remember names of people or places, physically unfit, poor confidence and poor general knowledge, maybe thats why I'll never be a good leader and may never find or get a life partner.

sigh....
Overpessimistic perphaps? maybe not....

Chuckie

Musical & Napfa

I STILL can't pass my chin ups and standing broad jump...&*%^(%
ah well....
This weekend I'm packed busy helping the Musical and I want to train up. hope NUS allows me to use their chin up bars at their stadium.
I want to get over with the Napfa, that way I can do other things like....
Play computer,
Take driving lessons
Perphaps take anime drawing or music lessons(it seems useful to know how to play guitar or drums so...)

arg......Dumb napfa...well, perphaps theres a good reason I'm failing so, meh, I'll trust God and see whatever happens....

Musical seems to be smooth so far. But being a backstage crew, learning that they are adding new props, not to mention I'm unfamiliar with the new stage, it could get messy. Plus, we'll be working in the dark this time. Hope things go smooth. You what they say..."when you over relax your guard, anything wrong that can happen will happen"....well, hope thats not true...

Chuckie

Arg....muscle pain

I think I overdid gym, triceps + abs + upper thigh hurts like crazy.
ouch
...
Dumb Napfa
I want to get over with already....sien....
Because of that I can't go for any other real commitments like learn driving or explore around learning stuff.

Darn Napfa...

Chuckie

Textbox....

I've added a tag board of some sort.... hope it works out....

oh and er....reverse button for C&C 3 is d not q....

Large maps with lots of places to harvest = difficult to win hard

Bored out of my skull.....my drawing skills aren't improving....

Chuckie

C&C3 GDI, Nod,Scrin(yes I spelled it wrongly last time)

this post of for those beginners interested in fighting Hard in C&C 3

If it anything about ai I've learnt in C&C 3 is that if you can cut an ai (hard) from a 2nd tiberium field (meaning blow up their haverters...), hold out long enough, they frequency of attack drop tremendously considering unlike normal cases, they build 2 refineries at the original field and eat up all the tiberium before it can grow properly....

GDI: Orcas are great harvester haressers. I though orcas are useless but I'm very wrong, their are very useful antivech. support. They last long for 1000credits if you blow their harversters quicker and get out, harvester cost the same but harvester takes time to build and brings you money, orcas help you destroy their money makers

Nod: recon bike are also a good haresser but they die quickly so you might need to mass them somehow...venoms aren't exactly anti vechicle...I like the idea of stealth tanks, they're fast so, attack but get out quick since they die fast.

Scrin: I usually just mass infantry and rush for the aliens since their basic infantry are very powerful already and can clear out buildings....problem comes if they build anti infantry defences early (their anti-infantry vechicles t00)

Things I found out in watching behind the scenes in C&C 3...
1st: there is directional armor (meaning if your tanks get attacked by the front their armor is higher than sides or back)
2nd: there is a reverse move button so your tanks can face the enemy while moving backwards retreating, they'll last longer.
3rd : I think the button is q, it can be found at the lower left corner.

Anything learnt from experience??? Other than anti air and perphaps anti infantry(to kill pesky commandos and engineers hoping to capture the base) don't rely them like generals & generals zero hour, they aren't as great as in those games.

someone bored and so playing C&C3 non-stop (yes, and typing posts like these)

Chuckie

C&C 3 Campaign done with...but I can't go online....

Well, yeah, just as typed above I can't get online, since you need the EA account with the registered C&C3 to play, unfortunately my brother already registered under his name but can't remember the account or its password....well, not exactly his fault, I never expected this kind of countermeasure for piracy, but nevertheless irritating, considering ours is a original....oh well....

My view on C&C 3
GDI campaign: quite easy actually
Nod Campaign: same as above
Aliens (screen): slightly harder

Skirmish: easy:easy
medium:okayish
hard : gets difficult here
brutal: nowhere the same level of diffculty as generals, yep, it alot more....
IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME
I can't imagine how they play online man.....

Chuckie

Napfa and stuff

Well, Tried Napfa....
failed it.....

currently
10 pts

36 sit ups
1 pull up
215cm jump
10.4 sprinting
39cm stretching
12 min 9 sec 2.4km running


want
40 sit ups
5 pull ups
223 cm jump
10.2 sprinting
40cm stretching
12min 2.4 km running
well....
close but yet so far....

Hope I can pass next time....

things done : almost none
playing C&C 3 completing GDI and Nod campaign just to unlock a 3rd one.
Feel like taking a break from C&C 3 though. Maybe continue to learn how to draw or something.
I want to start drving lessons but it seems to be better to focus on napfa before moving on to it.

Chuckie

18....giving up....etc....

Yeah! Today I'm 18! But I could'nt find any blogskins I like so.... I guess I'll stick with this simple one until I find something I like.

Wishes:
Get a good blog skin or something
Get a Life
Be more socialble
Become sharper (I'm quite blur)
A good tag board
Make friends know about this blog

Don't want to....
Become fatter
Lose my sense of purpose
Go insane and be an extremist

eh.....most my things are all non-buyable and have be achieved through sheer hard work and....blah blah....(5 hours later).....and thus improving myself.
In short I'm getting sentimental.....

Tomorrow there's NAPHA Test! Gotta do my best...(can't say I'm confident about a pass)

Chuckie