Ace's Hanger

ns

2007-10-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

Next day I'm going in.... see ya in 2 weeks or something.....
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Char profile: Kurapika
fav things about him: Like normal people, feels anger and rage, is concious about it, and finds it difficult to control it. Priorities friends over revenge.
IQ: 170

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iritated

2007-10-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

After today, I wish people stop bugging Aaron. Its not nice, and he has his own limits.

Buggers....

Character Profile
Himura Kenshin (from Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X)
Age:28
Abilities: Hiten Mitsurugi-Ryu Style Ken-jutsu(sword technic)
Description: short,skinny,young looking guy with a cross on his cheek
Likes: All sorts of stuff, Kamiya Kaoru
Hates:mindless bloodshed, his hidden personality (Hitokiri Battosai)
Weapon: Saka-Bato (reversed edged Katana)
Fav quote: (in a response to a "Are you here to talk about 'swords that give life' too?")
"....No, A Sword is a WEAPON. Whatever pretty names you give it, swordsmanship is a way to KILL. She speaks as one who has never bloodied her hands. Kaoru-Dono maintains a sweet naive LIE. But in the Face of such awful truth...the naive lie she tells is so much BETTER."

and also....
"oro"

FF12

2007-10-04T21:00:00.000-07:00

I'm using auto leveling. Its not a cheat, its a place where I leave my character standing there for several hours while the automatically take care of themselves, fighting off a non-stop supply of monsters. That leaves me with time to happily type this.

sigh... SATs tomorrow average score about 600+ only, looks like i need to retake it again....
English is definately NOT my forte'

NS in one week....sien....

arg.... well, 1st on with SATs...after holding SARs...

Character profile
Kilua Zaoldyeck
age:12
Occupation: 1 star Hunter
Description: Born into an Elite Assassin Family, choosen to be the heir, despite the fact he doesn't want it
Abilities: Changing his bare hand into a hand that's sharp as a blade, pushing 16 tons of weight
Lightning( after extensive nen training)
Likes: Gon Freeccs, best friend. Eating lots of snacks (He spent $200 000 000 on snacks and wasted it all in 4 years), chocolate balls particularly?, Gambling(though noone approves)
Hates: His own heritage, green and red peppers
Interesting history: failed hunter's test once (last test), passed it next time, in the first section after knocking all the other 1000+ candidates unconcious.
Good point: Friendly with friends
Bad point: Very dangerous when angered, to the point friends disapprove

Sigh bored....what to do???

2007-10-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

Since I'm bored I'm typing random stuff
fav anime Character:
Male: Kurapika from Hunter X Hunter
Description: A willful boy chained down with thoughts of revenge
Role: Side Character
Abilities: Twin Tanto(short swords) user, Chain User (after nen training)
Likes: Friends
Hates: Genei Ryoden(bunch of thieves) for killing his whole tribe
Age:17
Occupation: Single(one star) Hunter
Nicknames: "Scarlet eyes"(by the genei ryoden)
"I wish to share the happiness and, too, the pain of my comrades, let our scarlet eyes bare witness to this act of vengence"

Female: Tsukamoto Yakumo
Description: Caring, looking out mainly for her older sister
Role: Side Character
Abilities: reading the minds of her sister & guys who like her. Playing with Children and Animals
Likes: Animals, sister, crush on Harima Kenji (But knows he likes her sister so she didn't do anything)
Hates: Fierce dogs, anyone who hurts her sister
Age:15
Occupation: Waitress/ Manga Editor(in secret for Harima, thus confusion of her dating him)
Nickname: Imoto-san (Little Sis) (By Harima Kenji)
"..." (she's quiet)

Fav RTS game so far: Company of Heros
Fav Company: Tank/Airborne company
Likes: Airbourne Troops
Hates: Mass Tank rush

Fav Anime Mecha: VF-1A from Macross/ Robotech (FYI: robotech is American Version)
Fav Pilot: Maximilian Jenius
1st Flight Record: 9 kills
Rank: Coperal - Admiral (much later)
"aim the macross' 7 main cannon 25 degrees left of the enemy ship."
"but that will just graze the ship!"
"don't worry, it'll "evade" towards there"

Fav WW2 History event: Battle of the Bulge
Fav TV show: Myth Busters
Fav Movie: no real preference yet

Anime Character ranking
Guys
1. Kurapika
2. Alex Row
3. Maximilian Junius
4. Vincent Valentine
5. Hiroyoshi Asou
6. Harima Kenji
7.Roy Mustang
8.Haru Glory
9. Roy Fokker
10.Himura Kenshin

Girls
1. Tsukamoto Yakumo
2. Belldandy
3. Hinata
4.Yuna
5.Lt. Hawkeye

I didn't think that much about girls sorry...

Wants
PS3
New Laptop
A high IQ

...zzz

cya

Final Fantasy 12

2007-09-28T03:23:00.000-07:00

well, I've got 1 comment
Its super different than the other Final Fantasys I have played....VERY

Wild arms 5 completed

2007-09-27T09:55:00.000-07:00

--------------------------------for more revelant info look down below this section-------
WEEEEE! YES!
I finished wild arms 5 after hours of game play.
rating
graphics: 8
Story:9
dubbings:5
gameplay: 8
Overall:7.5
the story would have been a 10 if they ended off better

oh well..... feel sad cos ending was not satisfying. starting over with a new game with my new armour i get for completing the game once....(it is the BEST armour, but it makes the main character look like some hybrid of a dark knight and a shinobi ninja that carries guns instead a cowboy (with another armour on) or the naive little kid he is( normal clothes on))
The best part is I get to keep all my old items except quest related ones

Badges

level S is sheriff star, definately one of the best and a must have before game finishes
Level A means fish badge etc. to be honest, to me, other then the fish badge that prevents negative status effects, the other only exist to make the Sheriff Star
Level B, Ranges alot, from useless to very useful
fav: violater (cuts your damage by 1/2 but allows you to attack 2-5 times)
Cats Paw(increases attack power by 50%)
Level C, ranges too
fav: hen badge (double exp, makes my life oh so much simplier)
Beserker badge (increases you damage (like perphaps X2) and reduces damage recieved)
Level D, simple put even though its "D", its all rare hard to hard very useful badges that helps alot
fav: 100% orange(sounds like Florida naturals to me) reduce all damage dealt and recieved to 100 (best used to kill the hardest boss in the game)
tiara, reduces all MP usage to 0
the omega (MUAHAHAHA) makes ALL attacks into CRITICAL HITS(MUAHAHAH)

so now, playing a new game (and will probably finish it in less than 1/2 the time given the items I have)
with a starting level of 1 but armed with an array of ites, badges,weapons and armour + 9999999 money...I don't think I need to think too much....

now I just need to wait for a sequel or hope there is some sort of extension to the ending...
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SATS ARE REALLY LONG 3hrs 20 mins of non stop fast thinking CAN REALLY KILL your pink matter in your skull called the brain.

today, I helped Aunty Lee Luang get stuff and prepare for this Sunday's Children's day stuff.
Lesson learned
1.I can't wrap boxes for nuts
2.Pens knifes aren't meant for cutting thick cardboard paper
3.the western food store's grilled chicken and fried rice taste quite good
4.never try to buy bubble tea when schools start disnissing students
5.I found a supermarket opposite Church I never knew existed
6.G2 pens do not make good tools to puncture neat holes into styrofoam cups
7.The youth room has alot of stuff in the bench compartments
8.Clementi Woods kindergarden changed their uniforms
9.despite the name clementi woods secondary school and the primary school thats about to appear has no links with the kindergarden, they ripped the name of from the pre school
10.small umbrellas no longer suffice against the weather, you need the big ones
11. Boxes weren't that easy to find
12. there's a post box right beside 7/11 (I've got to be Blind)
13. waffles smell good
14. Jack fruits + waffle smells awkward
15. Kobe (my dog) still has a bad habit of annoying me when I'm trying to sleep

Well, going to sleep, gd night

weight loss

2007-09-24T04:35:00.000-07:00

I'm 66.5kg... well last week I was 67.7kg....
losing weight too fast....sigh.....

more than half way through wild arms 5. Want to complete the extra stuff before the end of the story instead of finishing the story 1st before doing optional stuff like walkthrough.... I'll lose interest if I did the ending 1st...

sats are dull.....vocab so complex.....
arg

Bug

2007-09-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

Well, coming down with sumthin'
arg
Well, all is pretty much the same
except for this and that now I got wild arms 5 to play with.
oh well...

Waking up woes

2007-09-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T SLEEP!!! till about 2am
then after that I CAN'T WAKE UP untill like 9 or 10am

talk about bad sleeping habits
I need to shift the hours back by 3 hours
sigh
darn body sleep when I want to wake up and stays awake when I want to sleep

SATs is getting confusing, since I'm stuck at the essay area, and I stink at essays
Wish it was back to the good O' multiple choice question

Gundam oo is coming out. I thought it would be a Gundam Seed Destiny(erm in other words, not very great) but apparently it has great reviews so can't wait till it comes out(in subs at least, I still dislike dubs) Although the likelyhood is that it is in dubs and greatly censored like Seed...
oh wellllllllll

Lately instead on snacking (If I even do) on chips and stuff like normal people, I find myself snacking on cheese and crackers like Walice .Watashi hontoni Hen.(I'm am really weird)
Maybe I'll slowly start eating carrots and become a were rabbit...than again raw and plain vegetables are positively for the rabbits.

Find myself eating more and more lately, need to withstrain myself (though I'm now 70kg)
Japanese lessons abit slow, not because I'm slacking but because now theres alot of Vocab, I think I need to stop the lessons and revise on the vocab 1st.

Drawing is stagnant, I can't think of anything good to draw, and since I'm an annoying perfectionists in these kind of thing, I'm never happy with what I draw and tend to trash what i did....
Well, my 20 mins on the SICC com is almost up, gtg bye

Bored and yet busy

2007-09-09T07:05:00.000-07:00

With the Checklist, I actually have things to do everyday.
thing is doing the same things everyday gets dull

Want something interesting to happen

Noone else is doing the same thing as am, so it gets sien

SATs are so long and mind boggling....

Ah well...life like that?

Sleepig problems

2007-09-07T08:37:00.001-07:00

I CANT SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT FOR NO GOOD REASONS...
well, other than that nothing much changed
The pup took her training not to the leave the house gates until told to, I gotten the new SAT book which I'll start devouring tomorrow. I'm in the BSF 5 week colossians course.

Well, Kobe still gets jealous of the little puppy.
Jesper has a bad barking habit still, although its slowly dying out.

Well went for the Game convention at Suntec
Comment: WAY better than WCG
Any room for it to improve: I wish people were more interested in the games and the main displays of the games than the free goodies

Wants after being at the convention
PS3
PSP or Nitendo DS
Play RO2
Play Star Craft 2
Halo to be on PS

Chuckie

Checklists

2007-09-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

Well, Starting from 2 days ago, I've made a checklist to do stuff everyday.
1.Exercise
2.Train Dog
3. study for SATs
4. Do 1 Jap lesson
5. Do drawing/ plastic model fixing

Except for SATs since the book I have is outdated, evrything seems to get done.

Wants
I want a reply from IHPC about the job I applied for
I want to sleep earlier at night, I can't sleep till 2am usually
I want a good SAT book (getting it today perphaps)
I want to have fun with friends

Listening to
Yellowcard: Paper Walls
want to get Yellowcard: Ocean Avenue
Avalon: Hymns
Switchfoot: any album would be fine really....

Do not want
Weird bad things to happen
To forget I'm a follower of God

Weird Advises I gotten/ or things I heard tt are weird/Funny
Get a Girlfriend before NS
go to youtube to watch irack, its funny
watch madtv

Well, got to rush, see ya later

The Ideal Method

2007-08-28T22:43:00.000-07:00

Dog training is not as easy as I thought
1st, I have 3 dog fightin for attemtion so had to seperate them.
In the end the ideal method is Kobe is happily in the house, Jesper is happily in the front garden, and loenie gets the bakyard to be trained for 10-15 mins
Jesper no longer barks when I'm around visible to her, that is WHEN I'M VISIBLE to her.
Kobe is still almost the same
Leonie is not easy to train now as well, since leonie should come to me when I call it, not when I am holding treats in my hands. So now I have 3 dogs who like to follow me.....sigh... tired...

Playing Dark Star one again. This time with the latest patch which makes one impossible to complete part possible.

Things I learn in Jap so far
Simply verbs
simple questions
simple sentences and replies
Vocab still needs work but slightly improved.

Well, gtg gyming.

Dog training and 1st work exp and cleaning up

2007-08-24T05:14:00.000-07:00

Well, I finally packed part of my room. The remainder would be difficult, considering I have absolutely no,zilch,zero idea where to put
1. a old computer monitor thats super big and heavy
2. a old CPU with parts like the coolent system removed
3. A large sound system that would have been a great one if it was working in the 1st place
4. A outdated TV, no Audio,video or S-video ports
5. A working scanner that I want to put on the floor where the monitor is occupying

Ah well. At least I got some of my english books, dictionaries,comics and manga organised.
Cleared some secondary school notes

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE who wants a pocket Study Guide to O lvl chemistry & physics.
To be given away for FREE
hardly anything written on it.
other than a slightly worn out edge on the covers, its in perfect condition

Yesterday was the 1st time I had a working experience. It was quite satisfying I guess, I didn't do much really but I get to listen into the seminar about photonics (in simple terms transfer of computer info) Well, I thought I'll need to do more, considering I'm being paid more than my brother(Ben). Oh well, its a one day event so, thanks Aaron for the exp. I'm now considering doing another.

Talking about things to do, I now have to train each dog for about 10 min each day at least once.
Well, before their meals and stuff. I hope it goes well. Leonie(the pups name) is doing well or at least thats what the trainer says. The private trainer has been doing this for 20 years so I would believe him, quite friendly fella too.

Ah well.... off to read his notes and learn Jap.

Chuckie

Job offers and new goals

2007-08-22T04:23:00.000-07:00

Well, tomorrow will the 1st time I had a job. Considering a secound 2- week one after that.
Mum said that there is a BSF introduction class starting and ask me if I would want to join. I'm fine with it, I guess I should ask some guys to join me... lets see, Aaron, Justus, Ryann, samuel Koh, Maybe caleb...hm....
Currient weight: 70.2-70.5kg
height: still 170 cm @_@
Jap lesson: stagnent, too lazy, must use anti-laziness spray on self.
IQ: dropping, since not using head alot. need to get some maths books to keep mind fresh.
Pull ups: as of today, 10 the max
Drawings, same as jap lessons
Modelling: need wood glue

I'm Starting dog training with the pup on Friday. Her name is leonie. named after one of the old dogs we used to have.

C&C 3 is getting boring, so is dota.
Company of heros is still so-so

Wants: wake up early, been waking up super late nowadays
watch borne ultimatum
stop being lazy
increase IQ and read up books to prep for SATs
Do SATs
Be more decisive
start running at 12KmPH on the treadmill for 15 mins straight. And to slowly
extend the time length to 30mins
Focus on improving self awarness(though I have no idea how to)
change the wall paper of this blog to something I like

Done/given up
FFX-2(give up)
getting 10 pullups straight(done)
collecting FMA manga to latest one out

Don't wants
get bitten by the pup during training
screw up job tomorrow
Laptop to blow up
Continue being lazy.
Part of politics or dumb arguements.
Kobe to get too jealous and hating the small pup
the next gundam series having a very dumb plot.

Wish getting backgrounds you want was easy but it isn't... sigh...
need to look at the blogger workshop at http://thrbrtemplates.blogspot.com/

Chuckie

Game irritation

2007-08-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Well, after going through hours of boring and mostly poorly done cut scenes and chapters of the game FFX-2 finally done it. I can't completely the game 100% thanks to something I didn't do early in the game. Thanks to that, feeling that 20-30 hours have become wasted I'm not going to continue playing until I feel like starting all over again.
Compared to FFX, it wasn't even as fun too.

Watched
License to Wed
Comment?: Better to watch if you have a girlfriend/boyfriend with you. Other than that, its an interesting romance with an unusual plot.
ratings for me?: 7/10

Want to watch
Rush hour 3
Borne Ultimatum

Lets see...... bought 2 pairs of specs for NS, $70 each, Kinda not so happy with the 1st and 2nd store, almost bought those pairs for $95 each.

Chuckie
Feeling abit sien....., gym to difficult to reach without a car, Dad wants me to go....

A lvl results

2007-08-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

Well.... this is the day I cry either because I failed Miserably or Pass
I passed
AAAA
four As
Four aces
YES!!!!!
Alright!
CHA-CHING!!!!
ah....sigh of relief....
Now I hope that imp college can keep a place for me for 2 years

Jap progress: finished lesson 7 . Jap vocab still stinks.
FFX-2 Progress: almost 3/4 done
fitness level: 6 chin ups easily, 8 barely
Wooden Model: need wood glue, on hold
Gaming wise: gee, haven't been playing com games for sometime

Things I need to do: get new clothes
lose more weight
look for a willing dog trainer

Chuckie

puppies and dogs

2007-08-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

My family now has 2 new four legged members.
well, pretty muched guessed it, I've got 2 new puppies, mixed breed between a golden retriever and a dobblemen, although its predominantly dobblemen. Since both are just 2 month old, I'm trying to find a good obedience school for them to go to. I hope they don't get into fights. My other 2 dogs frightened them when they 1st arrived. One is going to the neighbour's dog.
Kobe and the one we are keeping are now accustomed to each other, both fighting for attention if anything. Kobe is now sleeping in my room while the pup is sleeping in a wee little corner near the back of the sofa. I wonder if she's frightened or anything. She seems to follow me sometimes when frightened so I guess She's just sleepy
Do you guys have any suggestions for names?

Chuckie

Driving tests and courses

2007-08-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

Well,
the earliest time currently I can take a basic theory test through self study is 16th october, thats one day after enlistment. sigh. Unless I pay a 180 dollar fee and go through lessons and evaluation.
Mum thought thats dumb refuses to pay and thinks that the driving centre is taking in too much priority in their own students.

Courses appear in Classifields, Not really interesting except a short C++ programing course for beginners and a few language courses. I wanted to go for public speaking/ anime/manga drawing but there arn't any courses.

So stuck at home, going to get a new Dog. Any suggestions for name? I need them, I don't know what to call it and my father wants me to name it. The problem mainly is still the fact that we already are occupied with 2 dogs. 3 is going to be rough.

Ah well. in an Aircon room typing this with Kobe(one of my dogs) sleeping on my room's floor playing FFX-2, trying to fix a badly made wooden gun(pieaces don't fit properly) and after that continue with my jap lesson thingy, 5th lesson , after that 25 more to go.

whoa its hot. need ice water....

Chuckie

NDP

2007-08-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

Watch NDP, eat crabs....burp....
NDP's march in parade was impressive as usual. Army display always wows the crowd.
The shows with all the dances was a "huh?"
The 1st one with primary school kids doing the sea was cute but I did not understand most of the dances and performances except the "no need to think ones" like the paradrop with singing.
Well, 'm still impressed how they manage to squeese everthing on the floating platform. Seeing their efforts I'll give 8/10 for overall I guess. I just wished that the crowd I was with was more lively, I found myself singing alone, sometimes at the national songs medley where people were suppose to join in. Oh well. Maybe everyones just tired.

Chuckie
I'm behind my schedule in learning Jap! arg....

Wishes and WCG

2007-08-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

I'm bored so I'm typing random stuff
Wants:
1.To learn basic jap from a book a just bought in 30 days starting tomorrow
2. Maybe I should get a GF, but what I'm looking for is too ideal. (If you know the personality of Yakumo of School rumble, than you got the idea. But I'm not looking for someone who dresses up like her. I don't like the idea of cosplays to a extent,I don't mind them but sometimes, they creep me out)(yeah yeah, hormones racing)
3.Finish my M92 Beretta wooden model after I make head and tail of the Instructions
4. Save up $150 to buy a Max Junius VF-1 fighter I saw
5. research about and start learning how to drive
6. Find the 1st book of Love Hina
7. Get a new passport
8. complete FFX-2 100%
9. Lose about 3-4 more kg
10. Do 9 chin ups in a row and jump 230cm
11. Continue drawing and improve my art a little
12. Fix my personal problems (disorganisation, speaking clearly and properly, anger management, reflection on personality, Learning to make good light convrsations,remembering to read Bible etc.)
13. Learn a little Italian and japanese cooking

Things I don't want to happen
1. Grandfather's health worsens
2. Justus to slacken( He's working hard now and I want to see him come out on top)
3. become lazy and not accomplish anything before 15th october
4. Make a person cry for my reckless actions
5. Lose friends
6. making a girlfriend of a unnoble character
7. Get my Laptop spoilt
8. lose wallet or other items
9. Ryann Seng to get any fatter
10. Lose touch with other friends
11. Dumb pointless debates about religion
12. Lastly and importantly,Forget about God

I'm not so desprate to search and examine girls, if a person I feel I like comes, she comes, no point being a weird guy asking each girl out.
Well, I'm not doing any wants now because its almost midnight where I'm typing and I'm going to sleep...

ah well, went to world cyber games today. I'm actually disappionted.
1. Its alot smaller than I thought.
2. Because of so little platforms, majority where just watching and there were very little interections.
3. Many more people were focusing on NDP preview, in other words bad timing
4. I think if It had a better time slot in the year, advertised a bit more, more things that people would buy or interect with, it'll be alot more fun. I see possibilty of making it big, but whether it will happen may depend on how it is changed next year. Perphaps someone in the WCG commitee could go to big conventions like Otakon in Canada and maybe get ideas. I know it sounds like stealing ideas, but well, we could really use some.

Personally, I don't go extremes in gaming. I see gaming as an entertainment, whether win or lose. so I don't play to win but to have fun. I'm addicted to gaming and jap anime/manga but nowhere to a totally game obsessed level or a Otaku level actually....

Chuckie

Antibotics

2007-08-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

Ah.....so tired.....antibotics make you feel super tired.....I need some imunity giving drink or something.....need yakult........
X_X
sleepy.....thank God it is the last dosage of antibotics.......aaaa.......eto....shinozo.....bokuwa........
.....

Hungry...... diet.....71.6kg now.......

DOTA and idiots

2007-08-02T00:11:00.000-07:00

I don't mind people using vulgarities. I don't support it, but I prefer if they don't
But I really hate it when people use it against me and my parents.
Ticked off at those idiots with pathetically low vocabulary. Don't care how great they are at things, how great they are with people, they are completely freaking idiots with no sense of guilt. Good Lord, should their parents see that I wonder if they will cry or support them. If support, I'll sy those are parents with no sense of up bringer.

Bloody idiot at DOTA calling me noob, I don't mind. But blaming me for everthing is just annoying. Especially since he is much worse than me in terms of death and kills and even in levels. Didn't help me, expects me to lead the whole team. Tell him nicely to stop it, don't want. Bugger, thinks he's the best when in the team he performs the worst. Sometimes I feel its idiots like that who ruin the whole game.

I hate the way some people mindless use the f word. "no big deal, people use it everyday" yeah yeah, cause you think that way so many others think that way. What are you kindergardeners? "He did it, so I did it"
Grow up

Urge to kill high.

Chuckie

Napfa and 1st August

2007-08-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

On monday, my dog bit me.
ouch
On tuesday, I found out I could do chin ups but my finger still hurts and I still can't jump past 222cm.
Today I passed Napfa....YES! FINALLY! IN YOUR FACE STUPID TEST HAHAHAHA....
ok...excitments over... now what shall I do... I have a thumb thats bad so I can't really draw, neither learn how to play instruments......hm....
Any suggestions? someone? anyone?

Musical and bites

2007-07-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

The musical was successful!
We had fun, people liked it so all was well....
except during that time, I ate too much.
The bad news is after being pumped up for chin ups by my dad and my personal trainer, Kobe ran out of the house, I tried to catch him(which i did) but he bit my right thumb and so now I can't do chin ups...for 2 weeks.....

well.....its going to take a while to recover, I can't draw well with the thumb, play games well with the thumb....boring....

Chuckie

Tired..............irritated..........confused.......

2007-07-26T08:50:00.001-07:00

Well, the musical's about to start, nervous about it....
I've been doing squats, chin ups, push ups and jumping on the spot while waiting. (well, alot of people were bugged at 1st but they don't mind now)
I really want to pass napfa, but my bro and now my dad thinks I'm not determined enough. I guess I can't blame them since it is my 3rd time failing Napfa in a row each week.But I can't help but have this feeling of I'm useless, maybe I should stop. I can take comfort in the fact that many people think I can make it, at church, at the musical crew and cast, my schoolmates (both old and new). But I still feel terrible when both of them said I still don't have enough determination.
This kinds of realise I'm the type of guy who loses hope easily. I can use logical arguements and stuff but find it difficult to brave against physical and mental problems. I find I lack alot of courage dispite being Charles meaning "the brave man". I wish I had alot of traits heros have, but I don't.
(maybe thats why I like to watch shows where the hero saves the day?)
With only slightly above average intelligence, no street smarts, poor ability to remember names of people or places, physically unfit, poor confidence and poor general knowledge, maybe thats why I'll never be a good leader and may never find or get a life partner.

sigh....
Overpessimistic perphaps? maybe not....

Chuckie

Musical & Napfa

2007-07-25T18:28:00.000-07:00

I STILL can't pass my chin ups and standing broad jump...&*%^(%
ah well....
This weekend I'm packed busy helping the Musical and I want to train up. hope NUS allows me to use their chin up bars at their stadium.
I want to get over with the Napfa, that way I can do other things like....
Play computer,
Take driving lessons
Perphaps take anime drawing or music lessons(it seems useful to know how to play guitar or drums so...)

arg......Dumb napfa...well, perphaps theres a good reason I'm failing so, meh, I'll trust God and see whatever happens....

Musical seems to be smooth so far. But being a backstage crew, learning that they are adding new props, not to mention I'm unfamiliar with the new stage, it could get messy. Plus, we'll be working in the dark this time. Hope things go smooth. You what they say..."when you over relax your guard, anything wrong that can happen will happen"....well, hope thats not true...

Chuckie

Arg....muscle pain

2007-07-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

I think I overdid gym, triceps + abs + upper thigh hurts like crazy.
ouch
...
Dumb Napfa
I want to get over with already....sien....
Because of that I can't go for any other real commitments like learn driving or explore around learning stuff.

Darn Napfa...

Chuckie

Textbox....

2007-07-19T08:41:00.001-07:00

I've added a tag board of some sort.... hope it works out....

oh and er....reverse button for C&C 3 is d not q....

Large maps with lots of places to harvest = difficult to win hard

Bored out of my skull.....my drawing skills aren't improving....

Chuckie

C&C3 GDI, Nod,Scrin(yes I spelled it wrongly last time)

2007-07-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

this post of for those beginners interested in fighting Hard in C&C 3

If it anything about ai I've learnt in C&C 3 is that if you can cut an ai (hard) from a 2nd tiberium field (meaning blow up their haverters...), hold out long enough, they frequency of attack drop tremendously considering unlike normal cases, they build 2 refineries at the original field and eat up all the tiberium before it can grow properly....

GDI: Orcas are great harvester haressers. I though orcas are useless but I'm very wrong, their are very useful antivech. support. They last long for 1000credits if you blow their harversters quicker and get out, harvester cost the same but harvester takes time to build and brings you money, orcas help you destroy their money makers

Nod: recon bike are also a good haresser but they die quickly so you might need to mass them somehow...venoms aren't exactly anti vechicle...I like the idea of stealth tanks, they're fast so, attack but get out quick since they die fast.

Scrin: I usually just mass infantry and rush for the aliens since their basic infantry are very powerful already and can clear out buildings....problem comes if they build anti infantry defences early (their anti-infantry vechicles t00)

Things I found out in watching behind the scenes in C&C 3...
1st: there is directional armor (meaning if your tanks get attacked by the front their armor is higher than sides or back)
2nd: there is a reverse move button so your tanks can face the enemy while moving backwards retreating, they'll last longer.
3rd : I think the button is q, it can be found at the lower left corner.

Anything learnt from experience??? Other than anti air and perphaps anti infantry(to kill pesky commandos and engineers hoping to capture the base) don't rely them like generals & generals zero hour, they aren't as great as in those games.

someone bored and so playing C&C3 non-stop (yes, and typing posts like these)

Chuckie

C&C 3 Campaign done with...but I can't go online....

2007-07-18T23:10:00.000-07:00

Well, yeah, just as typed above I can't get online, since you need the EA account with the registered C&C3 to play, unfortunately my brother already registered under his name but can't remember the account or its password....well, not exactly his fault, I never expected this kind of countermeasure for piracy, but nevertheless irritating, considering ours is a original....oh well....

My view on C&C 3
GDI campaign: quite easy actually
Nod Campaign: same as above
Aliens (screen): slightly harder

Skirmish: easy:easy
medium:okayish
hard : gets difficult here
brutal: nowhere the same level of diffculty as generals, yep, it alot more....
IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME
I can't imagine how they play online man.....

Chuckie

Napfa and stuff

2007-07-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

Well, Tried Napfa....
failed it.....

currently
10 pts

36 sit ups
1 pull up
215cm jump
10.4 sprinting
39cm stretching
12 min 9 sec 2.4km running

want
40 sit ups
5 pull ups
223 cm jump
10.2 sprinting
40cm stretching
12min 2.4 km running
well....
close but yet so far....

Hope I can pass next time....

things done : almost none
playing C&C 3 completing GDI and Nod campaign just to unlock a 3rd one.
Feel like taking a break from C&C 3 though. Maybe continue to learn how to draw or something.
I want to start drving lessons but it seems to be better to focus on napfa before moving on to it.

Chuckie

18....giving up....etc....

2007-07-09T20:03:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Today I'm 18! But I could'nt find any blogskins I like so.... I guess I'll stick with this simple one until I find something I like.

Wishes:
Get a good blog skin or something
Get a Life
Be more socialble
Become sharper (I'm quite blur)
A good tag board
Make friends know about this blog

Don't want to....
Become fatter
Lose my sense of purpose
Go insane and be an extremist

eh.....most my things are all non-buyable and have be achieved through sheer hard work and....blah blah....(5 hours later).....and thus improving myself.
In short I'm getting sentimental.....

Tomorrow there's NAPHA Test! Gotta do my best...(can't say I'm confident about a pass)

Chuckie

Currently Under Construction

2007-02-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

If you happen to stumble across this blog, its under construction
Sorry for the inconvinence (Yeah I know this sounds like some lame construction company apology sign but whatever)